It’s an
odd subject to write about, leaves on a tree, in mid-December. Coming back from
my teaching gig in the Bronx on Wednesday I was struck by seeing these leaves
still on this tree. Leaves fall in droves, scads of them in October and
November. By December the cold nights and time have stripped the trees bare.
We've had maybe eight or nine nights cold enough to kill the leaves and there
shouldn't be any leaves left on the trees by now. Not mid-December! But these
leaves refuse to go; they’ve declined nature’s invitation, natures call.
I
thought why these leaves, these reluctant stragglers? What do these leaves have
that countless thousands other leaves didn’t have? I wonder which leaf will be
the last one, refusing to accept winter and defeat. If leaves could talk, what
would these leaves say to us? Probably something about being stubborn, doing
things their own way, not following the crowd, not being a lemming. Maybe they
would tell us how much they like being a leaf. They like the view. They like their place on the tree.
When it
gets down to the last couple of leaves, I’ll wander over to the tree across the
street from my apartment, and silently congratulate them on their courageous fight. for being the toughest, most resilient of leaves.
I want
to be one of the last leafs on my human tree too. Let’s face it, its fall for
me, but I’m not volunteering to be one of the first to go. There will be no
lack of taking care of myself so that my early descent would be assured. No! I’m
going to hang on as long as I can. No
leaf lasts forever the trick is to try and be the last leaf on the tree.
I know accidents happen, a bird lands on a limb and dislodges a leaf, a gale
wind blows up and dislodges the leaves not strong enough or caught napping but if
you are lucky enough to avoid misfortune why not stick around? Be you as long
as you can be you, I say. Beside I also like the view up here, I like my place on the tree. I'm shooting to be the last leaf left.
Maybe you should consider adopting into an evergreen family. I want you around a long long time.
ReplyDeleteHappy holidays to you Will. Stay warm!
ReplyDeleteJS from Escondido
Such a tender evocation of our mortality, Will. I see it as a perfect "end of year" post! Thank you and I so agree. I'm clinging to my branch for as long as possible....
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